Mistaking The Light Of The Soul For The Light Of The Uncreated

Note: Archimandrite Sophrony was a Parisian artist, who experienced
some of the deeper states of meditation and yoga. He later
went to Mount Athos, where he became a disciple of St. Silouan.
He there experienced uncreated light and the depths of hesychastic
contemplation, and was therefore able to speak of comparitive
spiritualty by experience.


The way of our Fathers requires strong faith and longsuffering,
whereas our contemporaries attempt to acquire spiritual gifts,
including even direct contemplation of the Absolute God, through
pressure and in a brief space of time.

Often one can remark a disposition in them to draw a parallel between
prayer in the Name of Jesus and yoga or 'transcendental meditation'
and the like.

I think it necessary to point out the dangers of this delusion
the danger of looking on prayer as a very simple, easy 'technical'
means leading to direct union with God.

I consider it essential to emphasize the radical difference between
the Jesus Prayer and all other ascetic theories.

All those are deluded who endeavor mentally to divest themselves
of everything that is transitory, relative, in order in this way
to cross some invisible threshold, to realize their being 'without
beginning', their 'identity' with the Source of all that is; in order
to return to Him, to be merged in Him, the nameless transpersonal
Absolute; in order in the vast expanse of what is beyond thought
to unify one's personal individuality with the individualized form
of natural existence. Ascetic efforts of this kind enabled some
strugglers to a certain extent to rise to metalogical contemplation
of being; to experience a certain awe; to know the state when
the mind is stilled, when it goes beyond the bounds of time and
space. In like states man may feel the peace of divestment of the
constantly changing manifestations of the visible world: may uncover
in himself freedom of spirit and contemplate mental beauty.

The ultimate development of such impersonal asceticism has led many
ascetics to perceive the divine origin in the very nature of man;
to a tendency to the self-divinization that lay at the root of the
great Fall; to see in man a certain 'absoluteness' which in essence
is nothing else but the reflection of the Divine Absoluteness in
the creature created in His likeness; to feel drawn to return to the
state of peace which man knew before his appearance in this world.

In any case after this experience of some such form of mental
aberration may arise in the mind. I am not setting myself the task
of listing all the various types of mental intuition but I will
say from my own experience that the True, Living God, the I AM,
is not here in all this. This is the natural genius of the human
spirit in his sublimated impulses towards the Absolute.

All contemplation arrived at by this means is self-contemplation,
not contemplation of God. In these circumstances we open up for
ourselves created beauty, not First Being. And in all of it there
is no salvation for man.

The source of real deliverance lies in unquestionable, wholehearted
acceptance of the Revelation, 'I am that I am ... I am Alpha and
Omega, the first and the last.' God is Personal Absolute, Trinity
One and Indivisible.

Our whole Christian life is based on this Revelation. This God
called us from nonbeing into life. Knowledge of this Living God
and discernment of the manner of His creation releases us from the
obscurity of our own ideas, coming 'from beneath, about the Absolute;
rescues us from our attraction unconscious but for all that ruinous
to withdrawal from existence of any sort.

We are created in order to be communicants in the Divine Being of
Him Who really is. Christ indicated this wondrous way: "Strait is
the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life."

Apprehending the depths of the Creator's wisdom, we embark on the
suffering through which Divine eternity is to be attained. And when
His Light shines for us we unite in ourselves contemplation of the
two extremes of the abyss on the one side, the darkness of hell, on
the other, the triumph of victory. We are existentially introduced
into the province of Uncreated Divine Life.

And hell loses power over us. We are given grace to live the state of
the Incarnate Logos Christ Who descended into hell as Conqueror. Then
by the power of His love we shall embrace all creation in the prayer:
'0 Jesus, Gracious Almighty, have mercy upon us and Thy world.'

Revelation of this Personal God imparts a wondrous character to all
things. Being is not some determined cosmic process but the Light
of the indescribable love between Divine and created persons. It
is the free movement of spirits filled with wise knowledge of all
that exists, and consciousness of self.

Without this there is no sense in anything but only death. But
our prayer becomes a living contact of our created persona and the
Divine Person that is, something absolute.

And this is expressed when we address the Word of the Father: "O
Lord Jesus Christ, Unoriginate Word of Thine Unoriginate Father,
have mercy upon us. Save us and Thy world."

From "On Prayer" by Archimandrite Sophrony (Sakharov) p.168-170